“My mom had barely been gone a month when my stepdad told me he was marrying her best friend.” The shock felt unbearable, but the deeper pain came afterward. The house still carried her presence—“Her reading glasses sat on the coffee table,” her crocheted blanket on the chair, and “the faint scent of rosemary oil lingered in the air.” Everything felt paused in time, except the people in it.
Cancer didn’t take her suddenly. “It stole her slowly over eight months—her strength, her hair, her ability to pretend she was okay.” Some days she laughed; other days she stared out the window like she was already leaving. Near the end, “she apologized constantly for being tired, for needing help, for existing in a failing body.” I held her hand and told her to stop, but she never really could.
Paul, my stepfather, was there through it all. So was Linda, Mom’s best friend since college. They brought groceries, stayed overnight, and reminded me “we were a team.” At the time, I believed them. I didn’t yet understand how alone Mom may have felt.
Four weeks after the funeral, Paul came to my apartment and told me he and Linda had decided to get married. I stared at him, numb, and told him to leave. “Thirty-two days after Mom died, they were married.” Photos filled social media with soft lighting and captions about “new beginnings.” Linda wore peonies—Mom’s favorite flower.
Then I remembered the necklace—“Heavy gold, tiny diamonds, worn in every holiday photo.” Mom had promised it to me. When I asked Paul where it was, “the silence told me everything.”